Do you?

You want the truth?

Well the truth is,

I get jealous whenever you mention another girl’s name.

I like teasing you so that you won’t notice how much I’m into you.

I pretend that I’m like someone else just so I’d see how you’d react.

I often visit your blog,your facebook even your formsping, but almost never leave anything cause I’m too scared that you’ll think I’m too obsessive.

I don’t like it when you don’t ask me to stay when I’m about to go to bed.

I like how you call me names. I love how you stand next to me whenever I look at the mirror.

What I Feel

I don't know how to say this to you, but my heart are bleeding every time i see you passing me, though i know that you never know how much "you mean to me" but I'm always wishing that you will recognize this heart that beats for only you. and how i wish you will recognize me more than a friend. it's so hard keeping this silent love, deep inside my heart, hard to say I'm ok when I'm not, hard to smile when i feel like crying, so hard to see that your with someone laughing, while I'm wishing to be in that persons place. hard to accept that there will never be "Us".

I Love you but I know that you will never be mine, and so painful to accept that more than friendship will never come true... I love you... you love someone, and I'm wishing for your happiness ever if it means... breaking my own heart...